I knew I was to do it. It wasn’t something out of the ordinary.
Right at the beginning when I set up my online shop, I’ve always known that I’ll be producing “series” of papercuts. And each series will have limited shelf life.
But no, I was NOT ok with it.
The moment … the moment when I was writing the IG message about it, it all came crashing down on me.
| the tears from thousands of crying |
| the dashing of hopes after hopes after hopes |
| the voiceless screams of rage inside of me |
These are the things that I wake up to every day.
I had the faintest idea of how to stop these torments. But I knew one thing for sure …
I have to make a conscious and deliberate choice to stand my ground, to show up to my creative work come rain or shine.
|| this choice is made at each and every single one of my wakeful moments ||